nth

hello everybody! ogenki desu ka? i'm sleeping now.. nites!

btw check out sth crazy me n my frens did 1 evening in sch:

we're sitting on d roof of short circuit(1 of d canteens in temasek poly)!

i'm a single lad!

tis means i can jio gals grind gals tis n tat.. lol i sound like a flirt!

although we broke up, it's not actually wat it seemed 2 b. it's an attempt 2 save our relationship. after wat happened it greatly affected us, as well as our feelings 4 each other. cant feel d love.. so, we've decided 2 give ourselves a break n b best frens 4 a moment. sometimes tat's d way pple can revive their sweet feelings 4 their partner n renew their relationship. now tat we've become best frens i can tell her anyting in d world tat i 1, as well as she can too! isnt tat great? haha.

but it seemed tat i stil hav feelings 4 u, but they're not as strong as eva.. cos it's stronger than eva. hmm... once again, i'm gonna woo u n i'll make u love me once more! =P til here!

i cant take tis anymore.. but..

u told me u're busy, n i've waited 4 u. but somehow i'm feeling so hurt waiting 4 u.. y m i feeling hurt? i shdnt b feeling tis way..

after toking abt tis wif my fren, he's interpreted my feelings, n i sort of agree wif him.

y m i feeling hurt while waiting 4 u? someting mus b amiss. i know, u might b already doing ur best, but sth's stil amiss, n yet i dunno wat's wrong. if u're d perfect gal 4 me, i wouldnt b feeling hurt waiting 4 u, it'd not b hurting at all cos i know u mits all of wat my heart nids.

true love lasts 4eva, n it'll b able 2 withstand anyting cos in d both parties we know tat our partner is d best tat we can get, n no1 else's gonna b able 2 beat tat standard, which totally fulfills each other's heart's desire.

i finally understand. i'm feeling hurt bcos i know i nided more than wat u're giving me, but i'm constraining myself 2 being sastified wif wat u're giving me; i'm not allowing myself to totally fulfill my nids. i'm feeling hurt bcos i'm forcing myself 2 accept wat u're giving me, tat's all, while d fact is tat i nided more.. if u're able 2 giv me everyting i nid, u're d perfect gal 4 me, i shdnt b feeling hurt waiting 4 u cos i know u're all i nided..

i've tried hard, very hard 2 ignore or even adapt 2 it, but i jus cant avoid tis feeling.. it's like u completed a jigsaw puzzle wif a small part tat doesnt match perfectly. at 1st, u tink u can jus ignore it. but as time go on u'll keep noticing tat spot n very soon u'll 1 2 find d correct piece n put it 2gether so tat d whole puzzle is perfect. same goes 4 us. d incorrect piece seemed perfect wif me, it fits, but not a perfect fit. tat imperfection between wat u're giving me n wat i nided is making me tink tat some1 out there's gonna b able 2 giv me everyting i nided, n by trying not 2 tink tat way n doing my best 2 only tink of u is hurting me.. alot..

one wil know tat he or she has met d rite partner wen he or she feels complete wif him or her. one wil mit d partner whom d both r meant 4 each other perfectly, like 2 pieces of puzzle fitting onto each other nicely n perfectly. tat's y d rite partner wil neva make u cry.. bcos he/she is able 2 giv d partner wat he/she nids, n vice versa.

but after everyting, i stil feel tat.. i really lurve u too much tat i dun mind feeling hurt.. furthermore, now tat ur project is over le, u seemed 2 slowly become wat u were last time wen u stil gimme d attention n concern. i love u dearie.. =) <3

jsxp training camp

i'm back! haha, enjoyed d jsxp training camp. it was damn lots of fun! good job e2 matrix! i dint take any pictures thou, but i'm sure d photographers did took alot 4 me! lol.
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Mission: To find out about the humans in Planet Temasekku Poritekunikku.

day 1
07/09/09
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0900hr
distance from Temasekku Poritekunikku: 10 light-years
deeply tugged inside my blanket.

0930hr
whacked my alarm clock n continue sleeping.

1000hr
whacked by my 'alarmed' mum n rushing 2 shower, etc..

1030hr
distance from Temasekku Poritekunikku: 11 light-years
went 2 top-up my ez-space credits.

1100hr
distance from Temasekku Poritekunikku: X light-years
took my belongings took my Spawnable Bicycle Spacecraft 2 planet Temasekku Poritekunikku.

1130hr
distance from Temasekku Poritekunikku: 0 light-year
disguised as a human. went outside lt 28 n mistaken some other humans 4 d camp registration humans. got red-faced n teleported 2 a room called 'AMIG' 2 hide away.

1200hr
got into lt 28 n listened 2 d E2 humans blah blah blah... huh? wat did they say? huh? d humans r playing a weird tune called 'Only Human'. seems like it's their culture song! very suspicious.. shall do further research.

1230hr
formed a group wif 7 humans called 'Group 5'. used my blue-ray vision n found tat 1 human has a tail in front n 6 other humans hav no tails at all. d taily human told me he is 'Hardi'. does Hardi hav sth 2 do wif having a front tail? hmm...

1300hr
played a game called 'Ice Breaker'. i tot d humans once complained abt d polar ice melting? why r they stil breaking ice? weird n suspicious!

1330hr
a tailess human called 'Shi Hui' gave me some human food called 'Tiger' n 'Oreo'. hmm.. tastes good. oh, those r brands of a food called 'biscuit'. ps she's kinda cute.. =x

1400hr
attended 2 hrs of lesson called 'Nihongo'.

1600hr
played more games. wat's wrong?! i'm melting! ahh!! isit d after effect of d 'ice breaker' game?? hav they found out abt my identity??

1900hr
ate more human food. sth called 'rice with drumstick'. kinda spicy, but nice.. oma(oh my aliens) tis planet is a food paradise!

2000hr
went back to lt 28 for more toking by d E2 humans. yawns..

2100hr
water games. had 2 do tings like crawling on d wet soapy floor, turning ard a pole 10 times until i cant walk straight, etc..


~~~~~ ~~~~~ end of day 1 ~~~~~ ~~~~~


day 2
08/09/09
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0000hr
wet, foamy n cold... brrr~

0030hr
climbed over the railings into d swimming pool wif d humans n took a shower. y cant they jus teleport in?

0100hr
went out of Temasekku Poritekunikku 2 eat more food.

0200hr
went into d bunk of d tailess humans wif Hardi 2 discuss roleplay 4 later uses.

0430hr
back into my bunk, found out more abt humans wif Hardi. (hey! nth dirty here ok!)

0530hr
sleeping..

0730hr
woke up n brush teeth n blar blar blar...

0800hr
muum muum! ^^

0900hr
went back 2 bunk 4 roleplay.

1030hr
tp mass dance!!

1300hr
back 2 bunk 2 make banner. lasted for ard 1 hr but seemed 2 b light-years!

1400hr
games again! it's called 'Treasure Hunt' n we had 2 run all ard Temasekku Poritekunikku! lots of fun but oma i'm melting again! O.O

1800hr
back in lt 28, we're d 1st group to finish d game! hahihuheho!<--our 'alien' way of exclaiming

1900hr
E2 humans r playing d 'Only Human' tune n d other humans r singing again.. is it their rutual?

1930hr
dismissed. end of camp. went 2 AMIG 2 hang ard wif more humans 4 a while.

1950hr
Mission Completed. RTB. i enjoyed my time wif u'all, humans, regardless of having tails or not.

(my SBS arrives n warps me in)
bye humans! wil miss u'all~~~
(for unknown reasons all d humans r staring at me wif d O.O look)

EverlasT

woah.... i so freakin' 1 d Everlast singlet lah.. seeing d Teenage Fabtastic 4 Search finalists wearing it it jus looked so damn nice ah... i'm gonna check out d shops n save up 4 1!!! >.<

snOre snOre!

haha, yesterday nite i was looking at snore snore.. tat fat tingy was looking at me n it looked so cute i decided 2 let it come out n play! lol. so i carried it out from its tank n put it on d ground! by now u shd hav an idea wat's snore snore le ba?

i put it on d floor, at 1st it was abit scared, but soon it began 2 crawl ard! then suddenly, a tot came into my mind..

since it likes 2 bite my finger so much wen it's in d water, wil it stil bite me wen it's dry? so i slowly bring my finger, nearer n nearer 2 its head.. i can c its eyes starting 2 focus on my fingertips.. d yan sen... like he's looking at sth familiar.. it suddenly opens its mouth n d nix ting..

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! snore snore!!! he bit me!! damn pain lah!! xD so now i learnt 1 ting. a hungry tortoise bites at everyting. haven fed him for days! n he's chasing after my finger! ahh!! beta go feed him soon!

~some random post~

well, seeing tis hp strip hanging on 1 of d hooks in my study table made me suddenly feel like using it.. lol. it looks nice, but i dint use it in d 1st place cos i'm not a hp strip type of person n i'm worried tat i might lose it; my phones hp strip hook is quite loose. but well, i've tested it n tis strip seems 2 work fine staying 2 my phone lol.. so i shall try using it 4 a day n c how it goes ba.. =)

p.s.: tis strip is given 2 me by a silly gal..