tis fren of mine.

i hav tis fren. he used 2 b my very close fren in my poly yr 1.1, but after so many tings happened i dun tink he stil can b considered as a close fren anot. everytime i tried to put hope on him n ask him out 2 study or other tings, sometimes he'll reject it wif some lame excuses or even last min back out, giving some stupid emo reasons.

it happened again 2day. d nite b4, me n him planned 2 study 2gether at d mac near his house. NEAR his house somemore. then tis morning he got pissed off by some matters in our club n he stomped out of the clubroom. after which, followed his msg saying tat 'Later i am nt going to mac and study.'

good lor, tis kind of fren. n he doesnt even bother 2 explain y he last min cancelled it. wat else can i say? frens like tis r _____________ (fill in d blank urself) lah! i dunno wat's wrong wif tis kinda pple.

sometimes i ask myself. is it really worth it putting all d effort n hopes on him? he says tat he's vulnerable at times. cant he learn 2 accept jokes? dun he know how 2 differentiate between teasing n bullying? n being vulnerable does it means tat he doesnt nid 2 learn how 2 protect himself instead of relying on others? being emotionally weak doesnt mean he shd display it in front of everybody. a guy, mind u, not a gal. since he himself knows tat he's emotionally weak, d more he shd b putting up a strong front so tat others will tink tat he's not a good target 2 b bullied. by doing tings like stomping away wil only make pple laugh.

i've neva met another guy like him.

Sentosa finally!!! xD

yesterday after abt 10 yrs, i finally went 2 Sentosa again! it had became a very nice place, in fact i dun even quite rmb how it looked like d last time i went there. it was amazing! even d price of a bottle of coke is $2.80! lol! xD

i went there 2 mit my fren n her cousin. i pulled zen along as well. erm.. zen.. sort of made a fool out of himself at d starting wen his 'Nike Air' shoe spoilt! haha. made all of us laugh upon miting! after tat, zen's unique way of talking pissed my fren's cousin off, n not 2 mention she's an ah lian somemore! omg zen...

actually i was quite taken aback wen i learnt tat too, from d way her cousin talked. she smokes too. anyway, i took them on a long walk from d beach station all d way 2 Rasa Sentosa n met my good old secondary sch fren Henry there at a bar beside d pool called pool bar. we 'bought' some drinks, 2 of pina colada, 1 graveyard, n zen 'bought' sth else.

after tat, we went back 2 harbour front n zen went home from there, while my fren's cousin met up wif her bf, which then 1 of us(i dun rmb who) suggested dinner. we ate at yoshinoya, i dint pay a single cent cos my fren treated me 2 thank me 4 helping her get d 3rd highest scorer in her class 4 her E.Maths 2 quiz 1! =D omedeto gozaimasu!

gochisoosama deshita! tsuki, tomodachi, tomodachi no cousin to kaimono e ikimashita. daiso e ikimashita desu. n we went home after tat..

another day out wif d 'seafood' family! =D

in d 3rd picture i accidentally look dao.. =S




haa... finally back home.. jus went out wif d seafood family! lol. i mean d 2 sotongs, 1 of a kind patopus, n sotong's fren yong ding? n wee hao n hung she n her fren.. haha lots of 'n's..

at 1st we went 2 d esplanade hoping 2 get d free tickets n entrance 2 watch sotong cheng perform! haha.. but in d end wen we got there d whole esplanade is full liao so we ended up camping ard outside at d entrance there, waiting 4 d end of cheng's performance.. haha.

after tat, we went 2 watch 2012!!! so nice!!! haha! n it lasted 3 hrs!! but sadly, hung she n her fren, n patopus dint join us.. haix. anyway, b4 we went in, xing was so sleepy tat she slept on me! lol! but wen we r watching d movie she wasnt as heat tolerant as d president of USA in d movie who regained conscious even after being covered lightly by snow, while d other pple were knocked out? haha. xing wasnt as heat tolerant n she was freezing tat's y she dint sleep.. haha. n she was so scared by d movie! =D

d movie ended at 12am, n i tink tat was d latest movie i've eva watched! n d 4 of us, me, cheng, xing n yong ding had 2 run 4 toilet after tat!! >.<" almost had tsunami in my pants! xD luckily we got 2 d toilet in time! whew~~

then we took taxi home lor.. hehe. thanks sotongs n everybody, i had a great time! n hope tat pat's ok, cos he seemed abit emo d moment b4 he left us..

nix time shall go out 2gether again! n no1 shall get left behind tis time! til here! =D

to her: i'm doing ok, having fun sometimes, hope tings goes well 4 u as well. dun brood over it, we're stil frens k? msg me if u hav no1 2 tok 2..

living life aimlessly..

haix.. seems like my life is abit unsettled tis few days. =\ been feeling weird within my heart. life w/o u is making me bit lonely, but i'll hav 2 get used 2 it someday.. i stil cant accept u 4 wat u've done, worried tat it might come again. my damaged heart feels kinda empty tis few days. i sort of cant believe i'm single after so long. haix.. anyway, hope u're doing fine, n erm.. good luck in ur life.

i'm worried abt u...

there's no such ting as a 3 player love game.

i dunno wat else 2 say...

it seems like they're having progress somehow, although she might deny n say tat it's impossible between them. I FUCKIN KNOW IT! I KNOW IT WILL FUCKIN HAPPEN, HELL YEA. but i cant do anyting. i can only watch her fade away from my embrace of love, watching her falling into some1 else's arms as her sympathy 4 him increases day by day, pitying him 4 trying hard 2 woo her.. she's kind hearted, in fact too much tat she cant restrict herself from getting too close wif guy frens who's good 2 her, despite having me as her bf? i know she wants frens so tat she wont b alone wen it comes 2 studies, cos i'm from a different sch n i cant b of much help, but honestly, i dun c d self control in her, not at least, in my point of view.

few months ago d guy liked a gal, who's my gal's fren. then he started msging my gal often, asking her abt her fren. my gal told me he's jus asking abt d gal he likes. my institutions predicted tat guy wil fall 4 my gal. i told her, SHE DENIED TAT IT WOULD HAPPEN N TOLD ME I'M JUS TINKING TOO MUCH. n now it happened.

not jus msging everyday, now he's even CALLING HER MEETING HER GOING OUT WIF HER SHOPPING WIF HER!!! n my nix prediction, SHE WILL FALL 4 HIM 1 DAY. as 4 me, d time bomb is ticking.

i 1 an explaination pls.

nth

hello everybody! ogenki desu ka? i'm sleeping now.. nites!

btw check out sth crazy me n my frens did 1 evening in sch:

we're sitting on d roof of short circuit(1 of d canteens in temasek poly)!

i'm a single lad!

tis means i can jio gals grind gals tis n tat.. lol i sound like a flirt!

although we broke up, it's not actually wat it seemed 2 b. it's an attempt 2 save our relationship. after wat happened it greatly affected us, as well as our feelings 4 each other. cant feel d love.. so, we've decided 2 give ourselves a break n b best frens 4 a moment. sometimes tat's d way pple can revive their sweet feelings 4 their partner n renew their relationship. now tat we've become best frens i can tell her anyting in d world tat i 1, as well as she can too! isnt tat great? haha.

but it seemed tat i stil hav feelings 4 u, but they're not as strong as eva.. cos it's stronger than eva. hmm... once again, i'm gonna woo u n i'll make u love me once more! =P til here!